I really have to stop procrastinating. It’s getting pretty bad now. I should be working on school related things, but I can’t seem to actually get to the point where I AM. I’ve watched the new Veronica Mars, Grey’s Anatomy and Office episodes, but that was earlier during the day when I was eating, because I CAN’T STUDY WHILE EATING, apparently. Then I had a shower. Then when I was doing my hair after my shower, I watched an episode of Dexter, and surfed around Pitchfork, downloaded new songs, listened to them repeatedly. Kept logging in and out of MSN for some reason, maybe thought that in the five minutes I hadn’t been online, someone I really wanted to talk to would be there! But that never happened.

So, I made myself a moccacino, and when I was drinking it I listened to music and did something that was somewhat productive: researched material for the essay that I wanted to work on today. It’s a step! But I have to watch two movies and then choose a scene from each of them… When my moka was done, I booted over to the library and picked up my books. One of them was a periodical that couldn’t be taken out, so I found out how to get a York Photocopy card and then photocopied the article I needed. That took some time.

I took out the remaining books and was walking back to rez when for SOME REASON decided to get Wendy’s. The entire time I was thinking how I wasn’t really hungry. I had just eaten a few hours earlier, and I still had half a thing of really good pasta in my room. But no matter how many times I repeated this to myself, my feet just kept heading over to Wendy’s. It was so weird!

Got back to my room and had food to eat, so of COURSE I couldn’t read anything. I watched Gilmore Girls instead. Now I’m trying to figure out what I did for the last hour.. I think I read the news on the BBC. But I have no idea what else I did…… it’s really sad.

Know what else is sad? The fact that I’M PROCRASTINATING BY WRITING A BLOG ABOUT HOW I SHOULDN’T BE PROCRASTINATING, AND ALL WHEN I DIDN’T REALLY HAVE ANYTHING TO WRITE ABOUT IN THE FIRST PLACE. LOL. oh man.

I’m tired now too. Don’t really want to be sitting up anymore.. OH I just remembered what else I did in the last hour: I cleaned my dishes and then dusted my room. lol.

This is the most pathetic post ever. It makes me laugh. Gotta keep a girl entertained ya know. Can’t force me to read about ballots and electoral procedures if I don’t wanna.

This is dragging on too. I keep starting to end the post (starting to end.. I like that).. but then I just steer myself away on a strange tangent (like writing about how I find myself constantly on tangents.. AAHH) Someone has to come over here and disconnect me from my computer. I could be reading Vanity Fair, but for some reason that feels like I’M REALLY procrastinating, whereas when I bum around on my computer I feel more like I’m just constantly preparing to work. lol. such a LIE! dammit.

should really really end this now. Maybe go to bed.

I got body butter from the Body Shop that smells like almonds. I keep reapplying it way more than I should.

I also found an SPC card that someone lost and now it’s mine. WOOT.

I’m getting promoted to supervisor! Hooray!

This weekend is going to be such madness. Yikes.

OKAY. REALLY GOING TO GO NOW.

I’ve been listening to While My Guitar Gently Weeps A LOT lately.

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